Wednesday, February 04, 2009
somehow, revisiting my old entries makes me feel
that i am a more matured man now.
i guess this is the best one can get from those old entries.
knowing how dumb and silly we all were when we were younger..haha...
there isnt a need to explain when you know that
those who dunno you well will be
sceptical enough to disbelieve whatever you say,
and those who truly know you will not need to
hear from you in order to believe you.
somehow, at times, i believe in this statement .
(or rather, i work along with this statement most of the time)
they say that you can't expect the whole world to know you
and such that when there is one or two
exceptional individuals who knows you inside out,
you really gotta treasure that one or two. Absolutely true!
frankly speaking,
what a man really want?
acquiring all the materials that one has always wanted
won't give him a perfect life! true, definitely!
and in this imperfect life, one bound to encounter difficulties, problems
and troubles that no money can resolve, that no power can overcome.
this is when you need that one or two special individuals.
they might not be able to help or dismiss all your problems for you,
but you just thought that their presence do help you (even for a bit).
And that is enough, that is all he asks at the end of the day.
any idea how to know that one or two fantastic individuals?
the answer is simple,
just be that one or two persons who make the day for others!
you can be one and you will get one!
its hard, but no harm giving it an attempt.
here is another thing good about being in the army.
i think i am glad that i am well sheltered in those years
of schooling in catholic high and nyjc.
lets not talk about the world outside school
( i mean the general society) because i am not really
in it yet.
but i guess the army is just a small version of
what the world outside really is.
you get to meet all kinds of people, really, all kinds!
the good ones and the bad ones, from all trades.
some of them are worth of you remembering them for life
while some of them teach you lessons that will
always caution you in future...especailly from those a**holes!
my dad is right! he always wanted me to go through ns though
i am a PR. He got his point though.
my damn cute niece,haha, she is in taiwan!
8:17:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
just took one whole week of leave...
not for any particular reason.
mainly trying to clear them and give my self a long and deserving break.
seldom take leaves and offs, and never get MC.
good soldier arh? haha...
silly soldier? its up to people to judge anyway.
i mean, if you are good and up, positive comments should come from others,
never would it be coming from youself, right?
does the same goes to negative comments?
i am quite sure of this, yah, not really many realise how bastard they are.
so how the hell are they going to comment on themselves, negatively...
a reality check would wake them up, i mean if they still have a little bit of
HUMAN in them...
okay enough, i am on leave.
anyway, went to attend an interesting talk, learnt the 80-20 rule which was
suggested by an italian in the 20th century(??? did i remember it correctly)
he said that 80% of italy's wealth belongs to 20% of the entire italian population.
make sense?
80% of the world's polution comes from 20% of all countries in the globe?
blah blah...as many as you can think of...
quite true if you ask me...haha...
i think at times, i have forgotten how small and minute i am...
such that i am ego to take the side of justice, doing things of good names and
intention...and failed. it doesn't feel good. it is discouraging...
but i just hope that i can still hang on to that little righteousness...
reality check ( again ) always teach you the lesson through the hard way.
9:06:00 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
波丽士大人
终于有一部100%不白痴的台湾偶像剧。
非常值得观赏的一部剧集。
感人，热血！
凡是过过集训生活的，应该或多或少有点感触。。。
3:39:00 PM
Monday, June 30, 2008
its been donkey years since my last entry on this blog.
hah, personally, i don't really come here every now and then,
so are the rest too... i guess!! it's becoming more and more deserted.
haiz...haha...i should have made more entries,
but apparently, i am running out of ideas and inspirations for this little corner.
boring life? yah, definitely.
easy life? yah, maybe.
simple life? yah, it can't be any simpler...
neither surprises nor anguishes are found in my current boring simple life.
while hoping this to end soon, it will be nice to enjoy
this period of peaceful time before setting out...
one more thing, it is an arduous task for many to try writing something
after being enlisted. so bear with whats written above.
bye.
6:01:00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
众志成城，战胜灾难！
这几天下来，我都不太敢，也不太愿意去翻开报纸。。。
残酷的事实却已发生在远方的祖国四川，
这几天下来，我都不太敢，也不太愿意去翻开报纸。。。
残酷的事实却已发生在远方的祖国四川，
惨不忍睹的悲剧一幕接着一幕。
看新闻时总会鼻子酸酸的，
各个不同的相关标题更是一剂接着一剂的催泪弹...
可歌可泣。。。
加油四川，一定要撑住！
雨过有彩虹，我们都坚信着。。。
Bless to Sichuan and Myanmar.
7:20:00 PM
Monday, March 31, 2008
歌手:萧煌奇
阿嬷的话
作词：萧煌奇 作曲：萧煌奇 编曲：胡官宏
在细汉的时阵 阮阿嬷对我尚好
甲尚好的物伴拢会留乎我
伊嘛定定带我去幼稚园看人在七桃
看人在办公伙儿 看人在觅相找
伊定定跟阮说 叫阮着要好好仔读册
呒通大汉像恁老爸仔这么狼狈
在彼个时阵 阮拢听拢呒
阿嬷 你到底是在讲什么
大汉了后 才知影阿嬷的话
我会甲永远永远放块心肝底
想可一步一步的过去
定定拢会乎人真难忘
时间一分一秒块过去
在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊
阿嬷你今嘛在叨位
阮在叫你你甘有听到
阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到
阮在叫你你知影没
阿嬷你今嘛过的好么
甘有人块甲你照顾
希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼
作你永远的孙仔
搁叫你一声“阿嬷”
想可一步一步的过去
定定拢会乎人真难忘
时间一分一秒块过去
在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊
阿嬷你今嘛在叨位
阮在叫你你甘有听到
阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到
阮在叫你你知影没
阿嬷你今嘛过的好么
甘有人块甲你照顾
希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼
作你永远的孙仔
搁叫你一声“阿嬷”
萧煌奇写的词，
一首非常令人有深刻感触的歌
值得推荐！！！
10:52:00 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
my ORD is in next year, sounds nice
but its on the very end of 2009...haha..
okay, i will stop here...
dun wan to blog too much about army.
anyway, this is the first entry for 2008.
new year resolutions?
i guess nothing much.
hope a level wont turn out to be disappointing...haha...
hope all the people that i know stay healthy, be live and kicking..
kind of missing some people when i am in tekong...
my family members, especially those who are in china.
that 2 weeks stay in china seemed to be too short.
sometimes i do harbour the idea of not joining what i am
doing now, and fly back there instead, and stay there forever.
haha...but i know its just a thought, one that will never take place.
i have been asking myself what is my goal for my entire life...
and at every different stage of my life, the goal changes...
and it keeps on evolving...
for everything else, i cant really give myself a clear definition and answer...
but as for what i should be doing when i retire...
i am very sure to say that it wont be in sg...haha...
its too boring and tiring to live in sg when u stop working...
i am kinda mad now, thinking about my life 30 or 40 years later
haha...but during the admin times in tekong,
i had seriously been doing some thinkings and plannings...
my seageant asked us when we getting married and how old should
she be when we get married...
i was like...haha...what a question...
for most of us, the first thing that pop up in our mind first is
"where is our galfren?" haha...
but seriously, regardless of whether u are attached or not at this point
of time, it is time that u do a serious planning...
it will serve as kind of a rough guide for ur future...
frankly speaking, many of our parents can just fork out a sum of money
and "hey son get urself a wife next month" haha...
but being a man, u just have to make sure that whatever u do
u do it with ur very own hard earned money...
its not nice to be still asking ur parents for money when u have grown up...
with regard to the issues that a man need to consider and handle if
he were to dwell in sg, get married, and lead a better life, i can only conclude
that being a man in sg is a tough task...haha...
sometimes, certain man(s) tend to bear the idea of being a woman and
lead a simpler if not better life...
but still, each gender has its very own problems.
u wont really know those problems unless u are really in it...
even though a lvl was over long ago..
i am still doing my reading whenever i am free in tekong...
haha...but i am reading novels..
in the past i can only manage to finish one or two novel yearly,
but now, i can finish reading one within a month if not shorter...
reading is never such an enjoyable pastime for me in my last 2 years...
after a hectic and tough training day in tekong, reading and chatting in
the bunk are definitely the best relaxation activities...some went for night
physical training...haha...i was cursing them that they are mad..
but guess i will be one of them soon...haha...
alright, a really long entry...
i should end it here...
bye
8:17:00 PM